Not as hopeful
As the last moments
Of the day
From the production
Made
Rather ashamed
Of mistakes
Taken in stride
All the time
I have learned to
See through
The blinding light
Not as hopeful
As the last moments
Of the day
From the production
Made
Rather ashamed
Of mistakes
Taken in stride
All the time
I have learned to
See through
The blinding light
The time has gone
By
In a way
That wakes
A moment
Since then
I have been
Open to new
Ideas
And hopes
Of what is to come
Bitterness
Doesn’t mean
Much
When the only hope
Is togetherness
In time
Will resolve
All wounds
A little more
Or a little less
Is what is expected
When you give up
On the rest
Go around
Again to see
The world
That we know
And the world that
We can see
What happens
When time runs
A bit less
Then we had hoped
For
Running
From the words
That take away my breathe
Leaves me
Helpless
To address
The deeper issues
Of fear
In my soul
Pulling me back
To the words
I keep running
From
What is a title
A name
Or a institution
Reckoning
It’s longstanding powers
Over the people
Or is it just a quick
Word
Passing
On the streets
Of LA
Count one
Count everyone
Once
Twice
Over time
And again
To see what the numbers
Of life
Lived
Everyday
How the time
Has passed
Since life
Has taken
Turns
Shaded in fog
In my own mind
So the grapes of life
Have grown ripe
Today
We enjoy
The fruits of many years
Labor