Deconstructing a breakdown

Unfounded infatuation

With the untrue

Unthinkable

Undue

Imbued 

To move

Substantiated grooves

I was willing 

Hoping 

To understand

Complicated contraband 

She awaited the moment 

Dissolved opponents 

Of complicated nature

Unnatural 

Unplanned

Taking up questions

At hand

Manifesting the desire

Holding on to the wire

Illumination of the heart

Complicated art or discussion

Modern art

European or Russian

Black lines heavy when drew

Sitting in this car

Me and you

The random 

In the mundane

The frustrating 

Profane

Jump through these hoops

Sell your soul for a dollar

Your body will commit

Your mind will holler

What is the ends

To a road that bends

From end to end

These questions triangulate

For surveying eyes

My plan in a Trojan horse 

Disguise

I surmise

That there is an offer on the table

Give up pursuits for pleasure

Money the real yardstick measure

Unworthy parasites

Living life through condemning eyes

I can not let the peanut galleries 

Hopeless ensue

A wobbly table they set their lives on

I must admit

I think they

We’re wrong

Oh sweet complication

So heavy 

Frustrating 

Unlinked and dilapidated

How can it be so

Unknown

Grown with no idea 

No clue

News to me

Unseen atrophy

What was to be  

Privately I sort each piece of lettuce

Each heavy curvy piece

Selected

There is no ill questions of

The purpose

My unequalled attention to detail

Yet so menial

My mess-up is real

Contemplated

With retentive love

Unequaled

But with each question

I stop to try and answer

There is no right answer

Only words used in attempts at answers

Answered