The repeat fade

Stayed

A few days

Too long

And so

The repeat goes

Again and again

What I don’t understand

Is how it’s the same

Day over and over

And no one person

Notices

When it rains

Tell me the season

When it rains

Tell me the reason

For the quiet

In between

That happen

Between you and me

But rain on me

The water from the sky

So that I may know I am alive

And nourish the ground

Where others lie

Who have gone before

In the night

The waiting stopped

A while back

For the moment

It seemed alright

When the summer

Set in

To go half in on

What seems so plain

So the water flows

And the wind blows

So I begin again

Everyday I go

I am barely holding

On to the loved

Beloved

And must love

I can only see

Myself wither

In the reflections

In the waters below

So I must hold hope

Where I go

I will know

There is hope below

Today

Is the day

That runs

All day

Long

From the morning light

To the night song

A Wednesday

Brings a new light

Into my life

It’s not easy

Seeing two sides of the coin

When all my mind tells me

Is the whole racquet is annoying

In my own decisions

Or indecisions

There is a vision

Of struggling to understand

That people make their choices

As hard as it is to watch

I know it

But no one wants me to

Stand on my pulpit

So in silence I will struggle

To understand

Withholding judgment

As best as I can

Am I prepared

For this life

The moments

That I fail

To see the hope

Amidst the sadness

When the focus

Is anything but what I want

To focus on

I need help in these times

When my unarmed eyes

Can’t see a way through