The old tree fell in the backyard
All 53 feet laying on the ground
Roots frayed and full
Indiana winds took their toll this time
Whistling over the lightly frosted fields
Stripping trees of the lady autumn winds
Snapping power cables like brittle candy
Cutting off the neighbors from the rest of the world
Rolling gravel and bending stop signs
No remorse the wind blows stronger and stronger
Shutting off the evening lifts with every single burst
Hitting my face as powerful as a cement filled hurse
The system winds through Indiana and in to Ohio
Leaving ravaged fields behind in this autumn blast
Concerted force on trees and forests
Pushing them over and moving on
A winter preview is now laying on the lawn
Time to Reflect
Time to reflect
On decisions
That have been made
Others postponed
And delayed
–
Where I stand today
May not affect tomorrow
So how do I quite know
If this is where I should
Go
–
So many questions
Yielding very few answers
The scenery does not change
If I just choose to
Stand here
–
The past 3 years
Decisions were not bad
But if I could go back
What would I instruct
That poor young lad
–
I might say
Act with confidence
And cause
What you do not gain
Is not quite a loss
–
Move quick
And stay nimble
The world will not wait
for your heart delayed
its that simple
–
Fear holds you
Hostage at blank point
But behind the gun
Is no ammo
It holds you
Until you let go
–
Youth is fleeting
Do not become to attached
From your young wirey hands
This gift will be quickly snatched
–
But do not lose hope
There is no reason
What you lose one year
You will find stronger
In another season
–
Patience is key
But do not get complacent
Words striking and true
But you truly have to face them
–
In the end
Know your goal
Or destination
There is no minute hand
When the clock is wasting
–
Finally push back
Word hard
And stay committed
When it is all over
You will be glad you did it
–
I hope that in another few years
I can read this back
And have new wisdom
To share
–
But for now
I hope to own these truths
So that I may push on
A time to reflect
Is a time for my heart
To be reset
City Sounds
Chains crash bursting bones beating drums in my ears
Beating with a rhythm brash and clear
Treble collides with effect onto cold reiterations
Horns smack vibrant and violent against city walls
Shouts echo fearless and homeless abound
Asking for any spare change
Or spare parts
Through train windows I see executives
Bustle busy and focused
In trendy parlors filling skyscrapers
Taxis calling out to weary customers urgently making their way home
City lights blare focusing on distracted patrons
Stopping them in cold seclusion
Wind wraps round faces and Elvis bringing chills down weathered bellies
Stares generate muscles forcing bystanders to move over
Pushed over by commercials running constantly in city calamity
Urine run off under busy tunnels shuffling people throughout the city so
Waiting tunnels push wind roaring around corners with trains convexing through dingy scab filled walks
I realize my mind wanders through the overflowing cupboard of experience
Pushing me out into the world
Thickening my skin like train under bellies full of soot and grim
This weather has tested my soul pushing me further to my destination
There is no where in this nation
That can test your tender mind and soul
Like the true city of Chicago
Portal to the Pacific
A rainy night in Seattle
What can I say
That had not been said
All the cliches
Fatigued
And dead
But my eyes rest easy on this
Portal to the pacific
Sea swept
And beautifully terrific
Stores on the bay
Tucked in shanties
To hear what the sailors say
The luminous sunset over the water
Among the mountains
And just a bit farther
Connected to the land
The people live out their days
On a beautiful inlet in the Pacific Northwest
Where brick streets are the standard
And rain drizzle
Upon the cement sizzles
In Seattle we walk the streets
Keeping ourselves dry to keep
On a beautiful city just off the sea
Cigarettes, Dry Grass, and Rubber
Smell the Open Road
Gas tanks filled with spring water
After an evening rain
Burnt oil
Mixed with crisp dry grass
Exhaust, rubber, and leaves
Animal carcasses and skunks
A breeze off the mountain
The clatter of a loose strut
The smell of day old coffee
Cigarettes burnt and discarded
This is what the open road
Means
The smell of the iron factories
On the southern belt of lake Michigan
Bellowing smoke into the pale virgin air
Blowing through vents
Uninvited and black
The water air carries it slowly into the sky
As tires burn
Coal burns
Into the morning sky
To the mountains north of New York
The cities production
To leave the consumer with a knife and fork
These days on the road
Go long and slow
The smell of semi barreling down the road
Reminds me of black soot wrapped in burnt grass
With a wind swept freshness
This is the open road
And what it means to me
Brooklyn Trees
In Brooklyn where the young souls breathe
Stiff leather shoes polished under their feet
Hair stiff and trimmed
High heels polished and thin
Put holes in Brooklyn sidewalks
Guitars clasp loosely to curved shoulders
Meetings brief interactions pass
Conversations weave from music to politic
The hectic city life traded for slower passings
A salty falls breeze slowly rustles through the tinder Brooklyn trees
The taco stand sends an SOS of smoke
Billowing into the faces of potential patrons
Becoming them to get in line and do the same
The skyline fades as the sun resets the evening skyline
Saving my way through Brooklyn
Pinching dimes
Never a moment will there be still
As the Brooklyn trees shake
Leaves on the streets
The feet break these leaves
With every stride taken
Looking to the skies filled with a grey heather satin
On the streets just east of Manhattan
I am Me
I am Me
I am Me
No overachieving
No letting down
It’s as simple
To just be
–
I must be honest
Let go
Pick up
In the end
It is me I must answer to
–
Days when I am up
Days when I am down
There is no one else
Who can see
No one else around
–
As I must answer to myself
So must you
You are you
And that is enough
To get you through
–
The tough times
And
The good
Makes you smile
Makes life
The way it should
–
But I remember this saying
When I am tired and worn
Because it is me pushing on
Pen to paper
A new song
–
The higher power always calls
To become what we are
This equation has no
Beginning no end
I am Me
And I am content
A Mouth Full of Iron
Just because I am broke
Does not mean that I am broken
–
The heart broken
Knows the languish for success
–
This languish can only be known
Through heartbreak and distress
–
The world around me spins
Yet I have to catch my druthers
–
In a life that is given
One must learn to rely on others
–
But that bitter irony
Creates a burn in ones mouth
–
Leaning on hopes of easier roads
Leaves the heart less than whole
–
Rust collects on the resting
One must move so no dust can begin collecting
–
Subdued Indiana terrain
Toughened the skin with winter pain
–
A mouth full of iron
Cracked on all sides
–
Makes me wonder
Whats is the next curve in life
–
What awaits
What gives what takes
–
Yet
–
Just Just because I am broke
Does not mean that I am broken
Calculated Risk
Calculated risk
At the flick of a wrist
How much do you
Wish
Upon wondering eyes
Under luminous skies
Day in day out
Struggling yet devout
We rise to new challenges
To see new mountains beyond
Time passes under the eyes of
A new dawn
We wait for no person
Place or thing
To strike the first note
And sung we call out
In the evening
And look for new opportunities
We will arise
We will arise