On Repeat

There comes a point

When the life you dream

Becomes the life you live

There is no slowing down

No retreat

What you have to give

Must be in high quality

And on repeat

The dedication becomes meditation

Reaching for the highest moment

Unknown

The moments continue to grow

To make new opportunities

The moments can be less

About what you do

They begin to define

You

The Possession of Fluent Success

The unknown path of success

Teeters as much in my hands

As it does at rest

It balances not with my abilities

Talents or goodwill

It will find a line curved

Sloped sideways

And up a hill

The great challenge is to wait

Undisturbed

Knowing that I am

Unacquainted with the ways of success

It must pass from my hands

Through the eyes of onlookers

Into ears and slowly through hearts

Then it must make it way

Back out through the mouth

To adhere to other ears

Drumming to the sound of what is new success

These ears must then determine if my notes

Pass their discernment test

For which at this point

I have no possession of fluent success

It is now in the air we breathe

The sights we see

It is out there tucked away

Against the mess

Somehow

I can not define

What is success

Perfusion of the Sociopath

The inconsolable sociopath

Taking note of what to destroy

Along the path

It is sad

That little can be done for such sadness

How can I reflect on my own faults

Weaknesses and shortcomings

Undone and left for incomplete

I wake in the morning

To refine the nimbleness of the fingers

Mind and stretch the soul

I will admit that my own weakness

Is that I can not slow down

Take hold

But if we search for only the shortcomings

Of one another

We will be sorely disappointed

None can claim perfection as a profession

Such naysayers can have such perfusion

A fusion feeding the needing soul

Passing through this life

Looking for the simple imperfections to hold on to

I pass over this

Wake up again and let it go to rest

There is only so much stress

I stay cool

Under the real life test

Unwarranted Threats

Unwarranted threats

How does this feel justified

Changing stories

Not clarified 

The word pushers 

Try to pale my face 

With willful words

Undignified

I keep a cool head

As I am not afraid of hot headed fears

Orchesrated golden needs

We share a meal 

Table side 

While others plan lies

The last chance money dive

This is the face of reality

Looking at me

Straight in the eye

The light inside of me will not go out

I won’t get down

I know what it means to move on

Let go of everything

And hold hope

In the songs I sing

Deliberate Plastic Culture

How much plastic must be shoved in my face

Through my eyes and in my brain

From the plastics on the television

To the faces injected and filled

After incision

Are we a deliberate plastic culture

Seizing every opportunity 

And financial gains like vultures

How is it that this is the specimen

Of us

We cultured

From the blabbing heads with fake lips

The reality shows full of fake tits

One morning it just hit

We are a culture of pure plastic

Ideal Cards

The fuss of the day

Quite offsetting I would say

Strayed from what is ideal

To the real creation of an idea

2 ideas get away 

Understood that not everything can be so perfect

So I will work with it

We make our day ideal

No matter what’s cards are intertwined 

In the deal

The Great Pressure

How is the brain

Wired in such a way

That even simple tasks

Under great pressure

Can seem so unachievable

So distant

Out of control

How is it that ideas

Thoughts and motions

Can move my head

In evening rest

To stay awake all night

To turn left and right

So irritable the mind can be

When the pressure is turned high

On me

Unequivocally Cliche

I don’t believe the cliches

Until one day

I stop right in my tracks

Others unable to help

When I truly ask

How is it so unequivocally true

That one senses success

They become less understanding

Of what they can help and do

I never believed the silly cliches

Until this happened to me one day

Lost Light

When a light goes off

In a cold and distant sky

I look up

With wipe dried eyes

The world needs good people

Full of life and vibrancy

Courteous and full of decency

Does the world become darker

Or does it balance with new light

Finding new ones

The giving kind

For all of mankind

I hope that the lives of new souls

Bless the world

Wherever we go

For when we loose light

We now are the light

We must aspire to be bright

In a world that goes a little dimmer

When we loose a beautiful light