Abandoned Winds

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Abandoned winds

Trademark holiday fields

Bursting with light greens

From the depth of winter snow beams

Unsettled video consultation

Hair covered over face salutation

 

 

Embark Blindly

29

The final hours down

I can’t say I regret much

Although loosing

Loved ones was rough

A full decade to reflect

Looking back at life’s intersect

Even as I fine tooth comb inspect

I am happy

Moving forward and not leaning back

Bursting at the seems

With high impact

I embark upon 30

30

It takes a moment to set in

Realize the final ringing of the bell

Not an ending

But a closing

Reaching back at this point

Has no meaning

Worthless in my attempts

My vain grabs at last seconds commence

As ten years of live conclude

I had counted down the months

Since I knew

27 turned 28

No big deal

28 turned 29

No 30 was in sight

And tonight

Tonight it sits quite real

Real indeed

It came so quick on my

With high velocity speed

So I reject with no anger or remorse

I will let time do it’s just course

Submit to the seconds that will bring about change

In my mind, body, and soul

I will celebrate my own growing old

But as these last moments unfold

I hope that I can do better in the next ten

No regrets

But not letting up

Seeing the next decade to the end

Age brings about wisdom

Which in turn sets me free

As I embark blindly

Upon the journey

Of turning 30

Light of the Wren – Chase the Sun

Profuse and too many to count

The Austin suns beams

Bending over hills

Setting over the Western runs

The sun

Like a wren

Of the new world

Singing its praises

As the daylights time

Comes due

The city’s unique song

Lingers in my ears

Joy to my heart

Warmth to my limbs

We come limping in at 3 AM

From a wrathful road of flurries

To a fresh morning

As crisp as gently plucked berries

Scandalous in the evening sun

Slipping a cloth lightly over the door

As we embark on the city

Once more

As we disengage the night and snore

We then wake again

When the closing time comes

We set out and chase the sun

Oy Vey Sign

A flat in Brooklyn

With walls thin

Above a Patisserie

Is where you will find

Her and Me

Where the Williamsburg Bridge

Ends

Take a bend

Up north

On the Queens line

But just before the

“Oy, vey” sign

We have found in this confine

We can shine

Breaking out of our old lines

For these poems

Will always remind

Me

Of our time

In Brooklyn

 

A Better Bet

Unequal substitute

Fulfills a desire though

With nothing to shoot

It is the Scarlet Letter of clothes

The melted plastic of Pleather

Adorned on shoulders and cars

Filling up the seats of old bars

Rather than take life of an animal

Smooth to the touch

Offering a little much

More than a substance

An idea

Pleather over leather

Not ideal, never

It start rather

A car revving it’s engine

We are not moving yet

But it is a much better bet

The Eager Mantle

Notes unclear

A year newly wed

To the laughs of 

What the joker said

Uneasy decisions 

Laying upon eager mantle

It was never my plan though

It was unclear

A year of reflection

Upon the drum of my ear

Pounds the light sound

Of changing throughout the year

The change would happen 

Regardless of my decisions

Blurred my future visions

So on a day of reflection from 2015

Much is to be seen 

In 2016

Dream, Live, and Let Go

What can I ask

That has never been asked

What can be done

That I would never want undone

Hope, love, joy

Can not be disposed

Thrown out like toys

What can I give

That can never be taken away

Savored everyday

Let go

But not be forgotten

To let grow

Instead of going rotten

My hope is on the first

Letting go of the second

In a moment

I may stand corrected

But for now I hope

I dream

I give

I let go

Distorted Unequal Wobble

The light passes through glass

Rigid at the top

Distorted unequal wobble

Of light through the bottle

Incandescent lit up flutter

Transparent empty 

Filled and dashed away

Sips of cold water saved

Into the hot wash

Cracked plastic dry

On the table coop 

In this coffee shop

  

Light Bean Roasted

The Brooklyn Cafe

Seven up hot drinks

Laughter

Tunes

Common swoons

While the coffee machine croons

To stiff business collars

And relaxed jackets

Soft sips

Furrowed brows

White tables decorated with coffe stain

Constant drone of the roaster

Light bean roasted 

In the Brooklyn Cafe

  

Glue My Feet

The passage of time

Unearths the only healing

Sometimes

Maybe I thought I needed

Support when I needed growth

I needed to see less of me

At home

It just exposed some uneasy moments

Anger long since tucked away

I have it good

I’ll be the first to say

But when you give

Only to see love given away

Rejection some would say

Is less than understandable

I feel uncomfortable

In a space that is constricting

Binding and holding in place

Glued my feet in a fast race

Outpaced

What I realized

Of life’s lessons to learn

I could not have both

And what I needed

Was true growth