This just captures the way I feel today. Not quite sure what it all means or where it is I am heading. I just try to put something to paper and this is what comes out. My mind does not seem to have linear thought today, more scattered and sporadic. Probably a sign of fatigue but i must write on! Some quiet minded writing.
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Pushing and pulling
Twisting and moving
All these parts around
The feelings burst from corners
Onlooking
Stomach churning wide
Open mouths yearning for life
Sliding in spaces
Hands holding their places
While fists beat upon chests
The feelings melt around
Filling valley’s under pressure building
Eyes bustling hoping to discover light and air
Yet there is just the simple sound
Of an air conditioning running
An elevator moving
A city bus forward thrust
Streets being lashed with rubber
The city blinks in a quiet stutter
Life comes back as quickly as it passes
Staring at the coffee on my glasses
Resting arms and legs on a sofa
My mind will surely not rest until this night is over