Chaos Control 

Let the trolls

Roll

Let the birds

Fly upon them

I am sick of lies

Sick of tails

Tired of being the end 

Of the joke

Let the chaos control

Roll out

On the world

Cascading to Our Graves

For every step of progress

I feel I regress

For every advance

I retreat

There is no perfect balance

That I can keep

No way to create perfection

Keep the lies from a second

Resurrection

Days where weights feel constrained

On my neck

My throat

I go to yell and all I have is a moan

I go to scream

Nothing more than a thin veiled beam

I don’t believe in conspiracy theory

But here we are

Saluting the one percenters

While we are sent cascading into our own graves

Way down

Where the banks collect our clothes

Where the dollar man knows our home

There is no protection

When the problems of insufficient funds

Makes it’s final connection

How did we get to a place of such

Deadly extremes

Some blow up Bentley’s

While other can’t keep up

It seems

Today I fear my future

For more progress means more indebtedness

How can I pull through

When it all seems too much

I get a rush of blood

To my head

I must start again

Create my own hope and go forward

Look to the sky

Keeping my eyes on the prize

Hope will come

Success will come

It has to come

Or we are all to be undone

 

 

 

 

The Dollar Man

There he is

Green eyes lit up

Hovering in my studio 

Watching my every move

Judging

Controlling

Asking

With no answers

A wry smile

Because he knows

What he costs me

Sleepless nights

Staying up late

Baggy eyes

While his eyes fixed

Unshaken

By reality

Or importance

The dollar man tears me apart

With his weight and indifference

How can it be

The shade of green so pale

That he controls so much

The dollar man

Planet B

How could this be

The truth and I agree

There is no planet B

No do over

Mulligan or retry

We have to make what we have

Work

Agree to disagree

But mother nature will always be

And should be

Our top priority

Current sacrifice

Rather than living from a vice

Over consumption

Is our most destructive

Assumption

That is not alright and good

We must live the way we should

Treat this world with respect

Dignity

That is truly

The way it should be

Read My Lips

Read my lips

It never happened

Poetry in motion

While bureaucrats are clappin

Watch my lips

While my hands are in action

Hope it never happened

What happened

What news

Its all so confusing

Shut it off

The world is not quite

So amusing

 

Civility

More fighting

Is it really needed

We are all tired

When we heard the call

And headed

Now more brutality

I thought we were headed

To civility

Goodness dear friends

What happened to us politically

Socially

When is the contest over

And the collaboration begin

When can we have forgiveness

For all of our vulgar sins

Not today I guess

As all hopes of civility

Renewed and put to the test

Funny Four Letters

Facts

Fact

The fact

Agreed upon

Facts

Non disputed facts

Exist between the boundaries

Of lies and illusions

It’s an inconvenient 4 letters

That we must rely on

In difficult times

The true impact

Of Facts

Face facts

Fact

Why Do This

What sense is it all to keep going

When the darkest seems to lie ahead

No way to get ahead

When my best just comes up short

When words fall in the wrong order

Or when I have no order at all

Why keep pushing on

Why keep writing

It helps deal with the overbearing burden

Of my own expectation

My own internal complications

Not for you

Not for pleasure

At most times just for my own good measure

So when I lay down

I can out gain my own expectations

That is the one hope I have

And giving up has no place in my heart

Life is short

Create ART

Good News Day

Good news

Is tucked away in the mountains of Colorado

Sunshine in the oceans off the California coast

Snow drifts in Alaska

Just being alive feels like a small bit of good news

Not these days

When the lights seem more off put and gray

Good news still exist

We have to search the stars and moon

Good news exists

And we will hear some soon

 

What I Will Miss: Leaving Home

What is a childhood home

Just some walls with cheap plywood

Some carpet with less than ideal colors

Home

A place where I have learned

Grown

It launched me to New York City

And back

It kept me while I reinvented myself

While I wondered what I did wrong

What more can I do right

But soon

I can almost count down the nights

This home will be filled with new hopers

Keeping them safe inside

With the same heaters

Where my brothers grew up

A home is more than the sum of the equally dismal parts

It transcends moments now to memories

When we leave that is what I will take with me

Those sweet and sour

Memories